February 13, 2010

heart unclosed


Handpicked colors to paint a dream
Truthful words to express a feeling
This is wht i am all abt
Cant find a reason to love u
But can find millions not to
but ur eyes hold the secret
The reason which answers my being
Dipping every moment in your thoughts
Sinking in your arms
There I find me
I see a new me
i am so restless when u r around
but still feel so bound to you
But when I am abt to reach you
I feel you slipping out of my mind
I try to immerse my hands in times
But all I get is fistful of hope
And it disappears in to thin air
Can’t complain, it feels so wrong
Can’t expect, it feels so stupid
All I know is am an heart unclosed
Where I can feel u creeping inside
All I want is a life blessed with love
Where I am acquaintance to self
Cant ask u to stay
Cant let u go
But can love u with each moment passing by
Can live like this with each dream full of u
cos love is two kinds
one expressed and one preserved
former enjoyed and latter treasured

2 comments:

  1. Oh, thats the best use of words combined with thoughts. Its really great to read this. I just got deeper and deeper into this, I found what love really is in your way.

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  2. Love is like a Rubik's Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it. So it is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations.
    Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.
    Sometimes, you just have to stop caring; you have to turn off all emotion and feeling to protect yourself from getting hurt. You have to stop caring about what other people think of you and be yourself. Sometimes you have to hide it all not let anyone know how you feel or what you think, you have to put a smile on your face and pretend everything is fine . Even when it’s not... sometimes that's the only way to save yourself from hurting yourself.
    Trying to forget someone that you love is like trying to remember someone you never met. Letting go of your past and memories are also extremely hard. Even though old memories can be tormenting, yet you might hold on to the past and refuse to move forward. However, by refusing to let go of the painful past, it'll serve as a roadblock to love.
    Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure. The trees in the storm don't try to stand up straight and tall and erect. They allow themselves to bend and be blown with the wind. They understand the power of letting go. Those trees and those branches that try too hard to stand up strong and straight are the ones that break. Now is not the time for you to be strong, let go all the worries you have.

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